Hey everyone! I have been thinking about my own self-confidence on a whole and as a writer. Just to pass the time and to get some of my records straight, I totaled up my sales reports.
I’ll keep the literal numbers to myself, but I well admit I wasn’t happy. Then one of my best friends (bless her heart) got happy and gave me congratulations. I guess I sounded confused to her and she went on to simply say “It’s more than I’ve sold.”
And that got me thinking. I really should just keep going and don’t worry about the numbers so much.
So I’ll look at the fact that among my friends, I’m a Best-Selling Author, and with my family I’m an International Sensation (I’ve sold copies on Amazon UK). They don’t care about numbers… they just care that I’m doing something I adore… and something they’ve been watching me do since Middle School.
So I’ll end my rambling today with just the thought that even a little broke introvert like me can be a best seller 🙂
Half empty or half full doesn’t matter at all…
I’m not done with the damned glass!
Till Next Time!!!
Hey everyone! Happy New Year!!!
I’ve been out sick since the holiday, and today (yesterday) was the first chance that I had to feel even close to human again. So I spent most of my day trying to get better, and then I started writing… at about 9pm…
And now it’s after 12:30am and I’m debating with myself over the death of a character. I don’t want to kill him. He’s a nice guy. But really, his death would be a bad thing for his family to deal with. I don’t want to give too much away, but I just had to vent somewhere.
Now, I’m not going to say if I am, or not. I’m not even going to mention who it is. As River Song would say “Spoilers”
Yes, I am a Whovian.
But I digress. What I will say is that with this I am finding myself at a crossroad. On one hand, I could keep everything in tact and give everyone their happy ending. On the other, I could show that not everything can be as happy as everyone wants. I could cause misery and strife and show that not everyone can handle it.
I’m not sure which path I want to take. As an author it’s my right to write things as I see fit. And when I decide, I will do my little happy dance and drink some Pepsi.
So I thank you for letting me rant. I will post something else soon, but I’m not exactly sure what that is yet.
Thanks for listening!!!