It’s All In How You Look At It

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Hey everyone! I have been thinking about my own self-confidence on a whole and as a writer. Just to pass the time and to get some of my records straight, I totaled up my sales reports.

I’ll keep the literal numbers to myself, but I well admit I wasn’t happy. Then one of my best friends (bless her heart) got happy and gave me congratulations. I guess I sounded confused to her and she went on to simply say “It’s more than I’ve sold.”

And that got me thinking. I really should just keep going and don’t worry about the numbers so much.

So I’ll look at the fact that among my friends, I’m a Best-Selling Author, and with my family I’m an International Sensation (I’ve sold copies on Amazon UK). They don’t care about numbers… they just care that I’m doing something I adore… and something they’ve been watching me do since Middle School.

So I’ll end my rambling today with just the thought that even a little broke introvert like me can be a best seller ๐Ÿ™‚

Half empty or half full doesn’t matter at all…
I’m not done with the damned glass!

Till Next Time!!!
Dawn 8)

What The #@$% am I Thinking!!!!

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Hey everyone! Happy New Year!!!

I’ve been out sick since the holiday, and today (yesterday) was the first chance that I had to feel even close to human again. So I spent most of my day trying to get better, and then I started writing… at about 9pm…

And now it’s after 12:30am and I’m debating with myself over the death of a character. I don’t want to kill him. He’s a nice guy. But really, his death would be a bad thing for his family to deal with. I don’t want to give too much away, but I just had to vent somewhere.

Now, I’m not going to say if I am, or not. I’m not even going to mention who it is. As River Song would say “Spoilers”

Yes, I am a Whovian.

But I digress. What I will say is that with this I am finding myself at a crossroad. On one hand, I could keep everything in tact and give everyone their happy ending. On the other, I could show that not everything can be as happy as everyone wants. I could cause misery and strife and show that not everyone can handle it.

I’m not sure which path I want to take. As an author it’s myย right to write things as I see fit. And when I decide, I will do my little happy dance and drink some Pepsi.

So I thank you for letting me rant. I will post something else soon, but I’m not exactly sure what that is yet.

Thanks for listening!!!
Dawn 8)